Recently, I've got so many problems with my studies. Its really make me sick of being alive around with these kind of people. My heart sometimes just like gonna burn and wanna shout out loud in front of them to shows how dissapointed I am with the things happened. I hate those people who always give me head ache. It is so hard for all of you to understand my sentences?? I said to them for thousand times, please do the group work wisely because with teamwork spirit, the coursework will be finish with successful. But its end with sad story since my group got so many criticism from the lecturers. Its truly sad I told you guys.
Why all of these happened to me? Why me? Is it god just testing me via this? But why me? Sigh. I put all the blame on others. Because of them this happened, and because of them bla bla bla. Until one day I realize, I should find my weakness instead of blaming others. Maybe god want me handling it with the right way. Even they are fault to me, but I am a human being too. Everybody makes mistake so do I.
I just want to show you guys how true the words above in handling your mood. The first thing and the most thing ever I thought, is free your heart from hatred since it is the most element in order to get a happy life. It may not be easy but well worth the effort is enough. And also do not make too much expectations in life since it will hurt you at the end just like me. I put too much expectation on my group members, but at the end it turn reversely from what I expected. Thus, just enjoy your live, handle your problems using your brain :)
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